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Name: Han Feng (Linda, Kate)
Country: Canada
Metro: Toronto
Birthday: 2/12/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: basketball, piano, violin, swimming, volleyball, badminton, singing, dancing, drawing
Expertise: babysitting, public speaking, hip pop dancing
Occupation: Student
Industry: food
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
MSN: katefrance_168@hotmail.com
Member Since:
5/4/2006
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| I wish I know what to do. I like him as a friend, maybe a bit more as I got to know him better.......Maybe I should forget about dating him I mean it's good to be single right? So far I haven't caused any troubles so that's good and I wanna get complicated with anyone....
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| At the end of the day, I just wanna rest in your arms.....But hey, c'est la vie. What can I do? I hate this all but I have to accept the fact that you only wanna be my friend. I totally understand.....I've been through this. I knew from the start that this is what you want. I'm tired. If you wanna hang out as friends, it's cool with me... I'm always happy to be by your side....
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| I knew this was gonna happen. You just had to break my heart into million pieces and now I can't glue them together. Still I wish you were here. But hey now I know I can move on... Yet, I've always knew I should. You were never interested in me...I'm devastated. I've wanted you ever since Grade 10. You could have at least said something nice like:"I'm sorry but you're not my type." At least that'll make me feel better. Nevertheless, you just totally neglected my lovely comment on how much I wanna be more than friends. You're truly unbelievable, in the most ridiculous way. Sigh....I don't know how many times that I've stressed this: I'll never be able to forget you, lucky bastard. I guess we're just not meant for each other...I hate this. I really do. But what can I say? After all these years, I've gotta be stronger. My inner strength will find me someone else. Better, much better than you. So just be sorry you couldn't date me. | | |
| I'm still debating whether I should go shopping with him...Gosh this is so hard for me. I don't wanna go out with someone involuntarily. I mean isn't part of dating the willingness to commit or at least grow fondness for the other? Finally talking to Sim. She's right, I need to make it very clear that I only wanna be friends (which I do) and that we can't hang out so much. We can NOT! I can't keep doing this anymore....It is all too complicated....I need to stop doing this. He can only loan me money so I can go shopping.....I'll pay him back as soon as I get a job... Life can be simple if you make it simple...
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| Economics midterm in 1 1/2 hours. I'm still scared even though I did cram quite a bit earlier today. Omg, he's such a stalker. He tries to see me at school whenever he can and calls me every night when he's bored. He expects a hug every time we see each other and he likes physical contacts. Like Gosh, he's great and everything, but I'm done with black men. Nothing to do with race. I'm just not attracted to them anymore. I'm trying to avoid him as usual....I have no room to breathe, imagine going out with him. I'd be stuck with him every single day...That's frightening. I don't wanna take advantage of him. I really don't. Cuz A's right, I can't play guys like this. They'll just haunt me down for revenge. I can't do this. It's tempting, but I can't do this. I'm sure I won't go out with him even if he impresses me by buying all the stuff I want. I can't be with someone I don't like. Even if I did go out with him after gaining this much materialistic possessions, what am I gonna say to my mom? Gosh.....
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